Sabtu, 28 November 2015

Are we home yet?





 (photo by: Elizabeth Lies via Unsplash)

Imagine your most ideal house. Close your eyes, take a deep breath

If I may assume, most of us would want to live in a cozy house with a beautiful garden (wide or small).

Where is it?

Is it next to a beach? On a mountain? Near the city? Apartment? Or in peaceful suburban area?
One thing in common is, it must be standing on a land.

I’ve always been thinking, we human, always in the need of more and more land.
In Indonesia in particular, even rice fields are more likely to be converted to be line ups of house clusters. 

More lands for housing, business, industry, entertainment, big buildings, etc.
We got more building needs that we should establish.

Have we ever thought that we are the only (I must underline and bold) species that has 100-stories-or-more buildings, wide spacious basements and etc. We inhabit possibly everywhere on earth (both land and on sea), as long we could attain the resources.

Where does it leave other species? we’ll always think of them as a disturbance and a pest, a cockroach on our bathroom, a group of ants in our sweets, mosquitoes that just won’t quit, rodents that are stealing our food, flies that exist for the indicator of whether something disgusting is on the radar, or grass on our lawn that keeps persistently growing and trees which roots are breaking our floor? We can name them, they’re so many.

Have we ever thought that we might be also disturbance to their natural habitat, their ecosystem? That we dominate their ‘house’ first?

Have we ever thought or even assess about what would happen to the existing ecosystem if we build something in some land? Honestly, I myself haven't.

We forgot about them. We forgot that we’re also an occupant in this earth.
What makes me sad and confused the most are

we arrogantly admit ownership on every single bit of land that we could find, we occupied every single space.

We change soil into ground, jungles into farms, prairie into parks, shrink nature and the whole ecosystem into lawn and garden, generalized and treat land as something lifeless and inactive called lots. 

We sell them and the whole inherited ecosystem within. It is a matter of survival for other species, whether they can survive to cohabit, move or die (or even extinct).

And we proudly say “I have a lot of lot, my house is everywhere, they have big beautiful wide landscapes and gardens” only roses, other beautiful plants and smartly disguised and discreet animals that could survive in those gardens. 

Aren’t we the richest creature? 

As I think that we should also consider to note is by disrupting the land and the ecosystem, our live might also be affected. There must be minor or major effect that will get to us. Mostly it’s the short term beneficial profit and long term non-beneficial chaos.

I was reading Nat Geo on Climate change issue 2015. They wrote about small house movement, the things that i always think about small houses are: 
1. Exciting 
2. Energy efficient and much greener 
3. More affordable 
4. It can be moved from time to time 
5. More independent. 

However they wrote something which made me realize (what I think the most profound reason, that it should be built) that it creates less distraction to spend more time outdoor. It has more open wide space that we ever thought about (if only we could shift our perspective, not inside out but outside in). It enable us to go into our real house, nature. 

Less walls, less separation, more connectivity with everyone and every beings.

If I ever remember traditional houses in Indonesia. Most culture and tribes here don’t occupy lots or wide closed space. It’s more connected to lawn, garden or even nature. One of the best house system that I’ve ever learnt is Dooryard system, which provides the endless cycle of energy. There’s a house, human, animal, and at least two kinds of plants (shrubs and trees), the ecosystem is still maintained however with human intervention. Though it’s still anthropocentric it still acknowledge the role that’s being played by other species.

Let’s go backward, let’s remember where and why we feel at home.
It can be about the person that will wait and be there with us.

But let’s dig deeper, don’t we sometimes feel at home in somewhere irrelevant with traditional/conventional house form? 

Isn’t it more when we feel that we’re connected with something or someone, 
and we feel a flow of love and positive energy toward us?

Let’s try to remember and redefine our ‘home’, slowly. 
I know that it’s a long process, I myself is still on that journey to search the feeling of being at home and a sense of connectedness with more human, beings and nature.

Let’s walk together on this road :)


Senin, 19 Januari 2015

Midnight Contemplation

Something that I also surprisingly found is that our raw ego have the tendency to live our life freely disregarding the people who are not related to us,
the organism that reside around us,
and the environment that we live in.

We would think that we only have one life to live in this world, and we may not still be living here to face our consequences later on.
We would not be there when the ozone is gone, or when there are no more plants to generate oxygen and produce food and energy for us.

Nevertheless without us realizing, everything is forming a very complex and entangled web of life, where if we do an action carelessly, it will create damage and chaos in other part.

Moreover, more than any harm to us, if we still live our life this way we would never stop craving for the absolute happiness, fulfillment, peace and purification.

At that time, we will try to seek God to repent our 'sins'. And I think this cycle would never end if we still confront that raw ego. There might not be a lot left for us in the end. The thirst will be more unbearable to the physical resources and undermining our own conscience.

Therefore tonight or anytime we are ready, let's surrender ourselves to the mighty One, God, the Source, Universe, or whatever we call It. Let's leave what our ego crave, because it will never take us anywhere.

We might not be the holiest or the wisest creature, but we can always try to pursue the way, as long as we tried.